This week had just not been a good one. I haven’t gone to math all week and I feel socially out of touch, like I can’t keep up with anyone. I really want a nice bike but I can’t seem to find one with my budget (200$) I haven’t been getting my way at all money wise and I keep on putting off my goal of getting that badly needed gym membership, I like to procrastinate a lot. On a better note I guess I turned in my ABC book, so that should raise my grade a lot in history, also my grade in English went up like 10 points so I have a C now, so that’s good. What made me think of all of this “not fitting in” business was today in art I explained to Maria what a hipsters were, this took up the entire 3rd period, so I guess I have a pretty good hold on what a hipster is, I don’t know, so that made me think well why can’t I put all of this knowledge about it and make it happen? Then I thought about why I haven’t gone through with this action, I came up with: I’m too shy and not outgoing enough, I have more than 2% body fat and can’t pull off high-waisted pants because they don’t make them in my size, I’m terrified of not being accepted by fellow hipsters. But again I thought of the article on Wiki How “How to Be a Hipster” and it said that “The goal of being a hipster is to look like you're not trying; however, if you are one, you are probably trying really hard.” It made a lot of sense to me. And besides it’s not like I’m just doing this because everyone else seemed to jump on the hipster bandwagon, it’s because I actually like it and I personally think I have enough potential (KEYWORD) to become a successful hipster and plus there is a lot of attractive males in this group. I’m stupid my grandma told me tonight.
Today was better than previous days, I most likely got 100% on my Italian quiz, I did my homework for history in 2nd period, oh which by the way I got my seat moved in by PARENTAL REQUEST, fuck that, so I asked mr.angulo to kindly switch me back and he did. Gianni’s grandma revealed to my grandma that Alexis had gotten my bike stolen, I hated Barbra for a few seconds but then got over it when I DROVE! To target to get some face wash. A few minutes ago I was twerkin to some Ying Yang and got up on my twerkin skills, so that’s good. Tomorrow should be good, its Friday I mean, the only think I’m not looking forward to is math because I haven’t been there in a week and I’m going to be so lost, maybe I’ll do my bathroom routine where at 1:10 I ask to go to the bathroom, and I do, it’s just that I go to the 300 building bathroom, play some “Bob’s Great Adventure” on my phone, walk down the 900 hallway and right along the 800 building, it’s a nice walk and by the time I get back its already 1:35 which leaves me with 5 minutes until class ends. It works out very nicely. But maybe I won’t do that tomorrow because I’ve been gone so long, I don’t know. Also today carina was supposed to come over but she couldn’t because she “had too much homework” wtf. I got mad for that and also got over it within a few minutes. On a side note, when I was typing this, I typed “twerkin” and it obviously said I spelt it wrong because Microsoft Word is not up on black slang term, so for spelling suggestions they offered tweaking. I was obviously tweaking.
If I could draw you a picture of what my goal is right now I would draw me jumping over a fence to a land filled with sugar cubes and hay, leaving behind his owner and a branding stick. Not to be taken litterialy.
